"It’s a lot easier to be angry at someone than it is to tell them you’re hurt."
It seems that whenever I want to write a personal post on here I start typing away about how happy I am at the moment. So hello guys, I’m really happy. I have a very busy life right now. though. Having to be at the hospital by eight and nine hours of clinicals, then to top it off with work right after. I literally only go home to change from uniform ro uniform, then I eat on the way. It’s going to be worth it at the end. I hope I find a job here when I graduate. If I don’t, I wouldn’t mind moving. I really love the field I’m in. You know how they say to choose a job that you love that way it doesn’t feel like a job? I feel like I found that job. Well, I’m not working yet but being at the hospial all day makes it feel like it. I can’t wait to when I actually start getting paid for it. It’s so much fun. I feel like I bore people when i talk about what I observed or what I performed on a certain day. It’s just that I’m so ecstatic about what I do that I just want to tell everyone. It’s kind of sad though because we sometimes x-ray the same people everyday and it sucks seeing them get worse and having to x-ray them in the ICU when they’re unresponsive, then a few days later they are gone. It makes me wonder if they got better or if they passed on. I don’t know, I’m just grateful to have the people that are in my life right now. I’m still in love with my one and only and I hope nothing ruins that. My family supports me in what I love I mean, what else can I ask for? I’m forever grateful for how everything is going right now.